Expressing for the first time .. well actually trying to 'express' .. why? I don't know .. no i think i know the reason .. its maybe because *someone* inspired me so much last night .. or should i better say i loved the way that *someone* writes .. =) ..
I actually had so many thoughts in my mind when i created this blog .. but damn!! .. my nephew is disturbing me a lot right now .. sitting beside me .. " Lakrri ki kaatthi dobara lagayen .. nahi balkay ab Akkarr bakkar laga dain .. taiz tou karain .. aisa karain forward kardain ...... " .. I can't refuse him .. i can't even scold him .. because i love him so much .. but them his Mama loves him too .. most probably she loves him more than me but she even slaps him at times .. !! .. I read somewhere ' You hurt them the most whom you love the most ' .. is it so ?? .. i agree sometimes but then i disagree at times .. yes !! I'm quite confused !! .. Confused about so many things .. confused about my Career, confused with my thoughts, confused with the way i feel for people, always confused with 'what to wear today'?? , and most of all .. I'm even confused with what to eat in my breakfast !! .. Ammi asks, Kiya khaaogi? and i say Kuch bhi bana dain :S .. she knows i'll give the same answer daily .. yet she asks me daily .. with much concern in her voice .. i don't know why .. I'm confused about it too =/ ...
Btw, i opened this site to read that *someones's* more stuff and i started to write on my own .. how weird !! ..
Weather is too pleasant today .. it was drizzling sometime ago .. but it didn't rain !! .. Why ?? Beacuse I was WAITING ??! .. Nahi? ..
* Words are not helping me anymore .. will try some other time .. *sigh* !!
