Immaturity - Maturity ...

Does 'rejection' bring maturity ??!




I believe it doesn't! Well, majority of the people keep on repeating their mistakes and they never ever learn .. I wonder WHY ?!

I want this day BACK !

2nd-Oct-2004 - Saturday

Fading away ..

Don't matter what people say,
I never did believe them,
I know, I know they know everything ..

I'll be alright by myself,
and no one's gonna tell me I'm defined,
confined by love
now our days seems strange,
I guess my heart was bound to change

I fell out, out of you and me
you're fading from view
and you're falling into history

I never thought that I'd say,
that I don't really miss you,
I lived, I breathed your breath through me
time has a way of passing by,
until I don't remember why or how to hurt for you
love's pain has gone somewhere,
and I'm finally be there ..

I fell out, out of you and me
you're fading from view
and you're falling into history ..

Helplessness ..

There are times when you feel there is NOTHING you can do now , NOTHING you can change .. And you can't even escape .. you can't even go some where far far away .. to hide .. to be alone! The world keeps on telling you that you're totally HELPLESS!!

Everyone suffers from this state one day or another .. Once,twice,thrice .. or more .. You face it, you suffer and then you come out of it!! HOW?!

" I'm help-less! " - I hate this sentence. I really really hate it.

I've suffered how does it feel to REALIZE that you're helpless and one thing which i came to know is that becoming helpless makes me CRY !! ..

Is there anything , any solution through which you can beat this HELPLESSNESS ??

I don't have and i'm helpless ....

Wishes and Desires ..

I want to go back to the time ...


When getting high meant On a swing ..

When drinking meant Orange juice ..

When protection meant Wearing a helmet ..

When Mom was Home ..

When Dad's shoulders was the Highest place on earth ..

When your sibling were your Worst enemies ..

When the only drug you knew was Cough syrup ..

When the only thing that could hurt you was Skinned knees ..

When the only thing broken were your Toys ..

When we could wear whatever We wanted ..

When good-byes only meant till Tomorrow ..

When you could have Everyone and Anyone .. !!

A note of thanks ..

Have been taking decisions and making plans since last few months .. I thought i'm over with it, tired of my life and then Allah blessed me with 'Someone' .. Who came,who saw and who conquered *=)* ...

Thanks for coming into my life just at the right time .. Thanks for ..umm .. meri aqal thikaanay laganay k liye .. :) .. Thanks for making me understand all that i already knew but never tried to realize .. Thanks for being there not to listen but to TELL !! .. Thanks LAYS !! :)



* Time heals .. it really does !

All over ..

Two separate, distinct personalities, not separate at all, but inextricably bound, soul and body and mind, to each other, how did we get so far apart so fast?

- Judith Guest.